I don't know anything anymore...it's hard enough keeping your emotions under control but I don't know what'll happen if I don't rectify the problem for myself! Honestly, I could rant all day but I've got an assignment due, I've had a VERY rough start to the school year and if I don't get a move on from anything then it'll all be over before I know it!

A journal I wanted to get out because I'm genuinely worried for my own safety as well as the safety of others - why? Read the above again and tell me what you think. The only thing I won't reveal is why this is happening. That information is reserved only for certain people, like my parents, those involved and the only people I could ever count on when nobody else could help.